It finally pays

Hardwork always pays. But to believe in it and seeing it happening is something else! Today is one of the best days of the many good days to come. It feels so good, to have the weight of your shoulder and to know it was me who did it. I couldn't be happier. I believed in me and I saw this day and it showed up. It surprised me even thought this is what I wanted. I'm so happy I want to cry. There are people who helped me, believed in me and I'm thankful to have them in my life. My parents, K, H! I'll always be there for them.
And Oh my god! The feeling that you achieved it, only drives you to better things. I feel so good right now, I'm going to make this last forever. It was a long wait, but I got there.
Things show up when you ask for it, just go for it and go with the good flow.
I know I can do it.:)

Mind heart

Sometimes in life you just need someone to push you and give you that nudge and wake you up. I had someone who believed in my potential more than I did. It's like I'd forgotten what I'm capable of and I never looked at a challenge like the way I should. I took a challenge to score well, nothing big! And I worked really hard. All I had in my head was my goal. You know what? In the end, when I got my scores I was so happy. It gave me a sense of pride and made me more confident of my abilities. I though of K, who was the first person who came to my mind, who I wanted to share this with. For he was the one who challenged me to do it. I admit I did not touch my target, I missed it by 5 points, but honestly it made me believe in my capabilities. It taught me to set small goals to get where I want to eventually. I always looked at my end goal and always dreamt but never did what I had to do. Once you do it, this is something you just realize even though you hear about "small steps to leads to success" everywhere.
This is just one instance, but YOU are capable of so much more than you can imagine. It's endless what you can achieve and accomplish, once you set your heart and mind on something.
It's very important for your heart and mind to be one. Life is so much more easier that way. It always feels good when you speak your heart out and not hold anything back.

Oh Time! My new friend

So much time has gone by. I promised myself to start this diary and I just can't push it any longer. Here it is! This blog is about collection of my experiences and thoughts I've learnt from people I love, respect and admire. Everybody's evolving, there's a desire to change, and this is going to be about my experiences through change.
It's all about doing what you want to do NOW!
Honestly if you keep waiting for something magical, well, keep waiting!
Everyone talks about time but honestly what is the true value of time? Or you know it but what are you doing about it?
I can say now is when I understood the true value of time. I used to think about my past and mess up the present. What did I get myself into? A bigger mess!
Time is what YOU have NOW! and what you do with it now and how well you use it to plan for the future. There's no point dwelling about the past. You learn from it and move it. It's as simple as that. It just comes down to looking at what you have rather than what you don't. It teaches you to be an optimist.
Thanks for teaching me this Kiran. It's really something to start with.
I woke up this morning and I was like "I have to do this now, or I'm never going to do it". And honestly I feel so good already and a great way to start my day.
More to come! It's just the beginning.