My life with the secret

So here's my story about the Secret. I was introduced to it 3 years ago but just used it as a one time thing. A lot happened 4 months ago when I saw the movie. I was in a constant battle with myself and let my mind control my life. After watching the movie , I read the book again and kept reading all about the Secret and miraculously the last 15 days of my life have been the best. It's made me love myself and made me realize how easy life is and how deserving every being is. Life is always meant to be easy, happy and it is. The Secret has set me free from worries and fear. All you got to do is have faith and believe in what you wish. It's made me such a positive person. I can see the difference. I look for things to be happy about or that make me happy. Not things that I can worry or fear about. It's truly changed my life around. I can see that happening magically in front of me. I hope the best for the ones I love using the Secret. I feel so much in control of my life. I can't wait to learn more and so excited and passionate about everything I want. But for now, thank you universe for magically changing my life. So grateful for my parents and my love. Till now, the word believe never meant so much to me. 

I LOVE MY LIFE

I have the person I love the most with me. I have a beautiful life ahead of me to get everything I want. There's a whole lot of opportunities ahead of me. I have all the choices to choose from. See the big picture and don't skip the steps. 

Is it easy?

Well if things are easy why does everything need effort? Is it really that easy or don't I see it? You go through everyday making choices, seeing what you see, and sometimes you don't really what's going on. How can you expect yourself to see everything as a piece of cake?
I've realized that sticking to the choice you make and living by it is the easiest way to keep things simple and be happy. This is what makes you sure of your choice, rather than going back and thinking about the choice you've made.  There's that constant conflict that happens when you try to monitor and control your thoughts. When you know what you don't want to think about. Sometimes I see it as a human tendency about the temptation to think about things you don't want to. But then you're putting in this constant effort.

One important thing I try to do, STOP the battle with yourself, this is where all the time goes. It seems hard but when you get the hang of it, you'll slowly learn to control it. I'm still learning to do it. I hope to get there soon. 

A test

I just bye to a friend whom I knew here for close to 2 years. She made her choice to go home and come back here to study further in Virginia. Her boyfriend drove with her to Virginia to help set things up before she heads to China and he heads to Turkey. They were together for 8 months now. I'd like to see how they'd make it happen. Is it all a test? 

It's weird when you see all these people you knew are moving on, and I'm sitting here thinking what next? What will I choose? Where will I be working? Which city? The best part is everyone goes through this. The best advice I received from a friend was, no matter what it is, keep doing what you need to do and "enjoy the process". The hardest challenge for me now is trying to stay positive and focussed. I'm working hard every day. It's a skill to have. I'm trying to be patient along the process, which I've always lacked. 

I know I want to take the next step with K, and I promise myself to do everything it takes and show it. I believe in us and other things I want to make happen. At this point of time, it's a test of everything that I'm trying to do to get. There's so many things I need to set straight right now. I want to have no regrets! And there's no room for mistakes.

In the end I believe, it's just all about seeing the glass half full, believing in the things you want and time will take you there. V, be positive and happy! OOhhh relax..

It finally pays

Hardwork always pays. But to believe in it and seeing it happening is something else! Today is one of the best days of the many good days to come. It feels so good, to have the weight of your shoulder and to know it was me who did it. I couldn't be happier. I believed in me and I saw this day and it showed up. It surprised me even thought this is what I wanted. I'm so happy I want to cry. There are people who helped me, believed in me and I'm thankful to have them in my life. My parents, K, H! I'll always be there for them.
And Oh my god! The feeling that you achieved it, only drives you to better things. I feel so good right now, I'm going to make this last forever. It was a long wait, but I got there.
Things show up when you ask for it, just go for it and go with the good flow.
I know I can do it.:)

Mind heart

Sometimes in life you just need someone to push you and give you that nudge and wake you up. I had someone who believed in my potential more than I did. It's like I'd forgotten what I'm capable of and I never looked at a challenge like the way I should. I took a challenge to score well, nothing big! And I worked really hard. All I had in my head was my goal. You know what? In the end, when I got my scores I was so happy. It gave me a sense of pride and made me more confident of my abilities. I though of K, who was the first person who came to my mind, who I wanted to share this with. For he was the one who challenged me to do it. I admit I did not touch my target, I missed it by 5 points, but honestly it made me believe in my capabilities. It taught me to set small goals to get where I want to eventually. I always looked at my end goal and always dreamt but never did what I had to do. Once you do it, this is something you just realize even though you hear about "small steps to leads to success" everywhere.
This is just one instance, but YOU are capable of so much more than you can imagine. It's endless what you can achieve and accomplish, once you set your heart and mind on something.
It's very important for your heart and mind to be one. Life is so much more easier that way. It always feels good when you speak your heart out and not hold anything back.

Oh Time! My new friend

So much time has gone by. I promised myself to start this diary and I just can't push it any longer. Here it is! This blog is about collection of my experiences and thoughts I've learnt from people I love, respect and admire. Everybody's evolving, there's a desire to change, and this is going to be about my experiences through change.
It's all about doing what you want to do NOW!
Honestly if you keep waiting for something magical, well, keep waiting!
Everyone talks about time but honestly what is the true value of time? Or you know it but what are you doing about it?
I can say now is when I understood the true value of time. I used to think about my past and mess up the present. What did I get myself into? A bigger mess!
Time is what YOU have NOW! and what you do with it now and how well you use it to plan for the future. There's no point dwelling about the past. You learn from it and move it. It's as simple as that. It just comes down to looking at what you have rather than what you don't. It teaches you to be an optimist.
Thanks for teaching me this Kiran. It's really something to start with.
I woke up this morning and I was like "I have to do this now, or I'm never going to do it". And honestly I feel so good already and a great way to start my day.
More to come! It's just the beginning.